I feel so alone....

Here's some of my original (not necessarily good) poetry.
Try to enjoy (It's kind of depressing, but true)

I feel so alone
I feel hated
Like everyone is out to get me
No one wants to be my friend
So alone
I’m not OK
Won’t you come back?
Forgive me for what I've done?
I feel like the odd-one out
Too different for my kind
Everyone steers away, afraid of individuality
Afraid of the different
I feel so alone
I feel hated
Help
Won’t you help me?
I call out for help but you don’t hear
You don’t listen
You don’t care…
You watch me in pain
I’m so alone
I’m crying inside
But I don’t let it show
Dying inside
Please help me…
Am I really that insignificant?
That you won’t help?
Please forgive me
Accept me
I can’t say I’ll change
But give me a chance,
Hold out a hand
Don’t let me die like this
Please, please
Help me…
Isn’t anyone missing me?
Help me…
Don’t you care..?
Help me.. save me
Please…

Happy Free Hug Day I Guess

Not so happy, let's check my score.

Hugged 2 times
By the same person, my best friend

Oh well, I don't know many people on my team- er um school very well (Damn did I just give a hint to who I was O.O Oh well, if you're reading this you either got it from me, my site, or my aim profile. I doubt anyone will just "come across it"

Until later,
~bleeding.heart~

Listening to : Into The Ocean by Blue October
Wearing: White "Fender(r)" T-Shirt and jeans
Mood: Content? Ok?

I'm typing this to moniter my moods, I've found that depending on what I'm wearing and listening to can change my mood, so yeah

Hey

Ok, I guess I'm starting a blog...
Not much to say right now though....
Just feel free to comment and read
I may not update a whole lot though, because when you live in NH, nothin special ever really happens.

Later,
~bleeding.heart~