Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Yay for Optimism

Ok so I get IMs from someone alot that's basically just flaming me for stupid reasons. One person in particular has constantly called me emo and gay and such. Which makes her seem really stupid, no? I laugh when I read those IMs, really! They actually make my day. See what I've been doing is replying to them with optimism. I realize they might not believe that they're feeble attempts of upseting me *gasp* actually didn't work. Which is why I find them funny. I got one from someone different today. I guess people just love making me laugh heehee :)

Anyhow the other person always "assaulted" me in person until they got my screenname. But the new person didn't really do that, she insulted everyone haha. Except she aways said "Just kidding, just kidding" all serious like, liek she didn't want them mad. I remember some people pretended to be angry just to see what she'd do. Ha. Yea anyway... I was thinking, you know, she'd NEVER say that in real life, seriously. Just proves that thing people say, you know those anti-bullying things they show in elementary school and stuff? That people bully on the internet more than face-to-face.

Anywho, I took a screenshot of the IM conversation just to show you how I handle it, haha. Link below. And true to my word at the very start of blog, like the first post I think, I covered up my attackers screenname. But I didn't cover mine cause I was lazy heheh, but I don't care if you IM me just don't spam or flame (cause I won't care and won't fuel the flame)

Clicky clicky for the picture :P

Yea she said some random things. Ok so I was updating my status message like five seconds ago and got the words I needed to describe these attempts. Immature. Ok one word but still, let me explain.

It's immature because they don't have proof or a reason to back up the barely worded jabs at me and my personality. Like the first girl I was talking about, she calls me emo but really, what is emo? Emo is a style of music, being abreviated from emotion or emotional. But all music should be emotional, if it's not, it er.. well it sucks haha. But it mostly means very depressed lyrics, singing about the sadness of one's life or an event that happened or a mistake they made that made them emotionaly unstable. It doesn't always have to be slow to be classified as the "emo" genre, it's the lyrics that matter.

Now, I haven't had the time to look up the lyrics for The Fall of Troy's F.C.P.R.E.M.I.X. but if what my brother says is true, it's a song of the emo genre.

It's kinda stupid to fling around words what knowing what they mean :P But there is a slang word for it, which USED to be a style of clothing. But it's having a fringe covering your eye, wearing a dark shirt of some sort (band tees too) and jeans. And I don't know if the pictures I see online and stuff that have that "emo" look to them are like people trying to be "emo" or if they really are "emo"

Now I think some people fake it to get attention but other people are actually depressed or very emotional, and people go and lable them, shun them, and make fun of them. Yea that's sure to boost their self consciousnes. Way to go society! Woo!

Can you sense my sarcasm? -.-

Now I won't go on a rant about why society often sucks and is also destroying our planet, because this was an entry on optimism and flaming, not my eco-crazed persona.

Heehee!
-Amy-

Monday, August 18, 2008

Lots of News XP

Ok I went to bed at 6:30am and woke up about an hour ago, it took me a while to type up my dream that was incredibly weird, read at your own risk...








It started off like this:
I was a female version of the series Edward Elric from Fullmetal Alchemist. And now that I think about it I was just with random people, either that or the dream is fading from memory already D: Anyway, we were walking and- Oh my god I remember something! We kept getting transported into somewhat old and in my opinion stupid animes (some anyway). It actually started here and it was like it was in the middle of a movie. Ok so I was in the middle of like a battle ground thing and there were semi-huge robot things everywhere (Either Transformers or some other show where people piloted them, I can't remember the name, or if they're the same things, I never really watched it much.) Anyway, I think I was currently battling the main person from the Beyblade show or whatever (can't remember his name either XD) And for some reason squad 7 from Naruto was there on the sidelines cheering me on XD Yea I know Sasuke sorta leaves (or if he dies but I haven't seen many episodes)but I'm reading and watching the manga and anime in order from beginning in order to see everything that happens, so it's the early Sasuke XD Anyway I think he called me an idiot for whatever tactic (I don't know what my tactic was, I think it was my mad ninja skillz XD) I was trying to use against it, and you know how the show Beyblades works with the spirit like thing in each blade, well they also grew like 50x their size like Shipou from InuYasha's top does XP (Ha change of pace from XD) Yea but then the guys whose beyblade it was was trying to keep it from going under the rope that lead to (OMG I JUST REMEMBERED THE FIRST HALF OF MY DREAM I'LL TYPE IT RIGHT AFTER THIS XO) the rocky ocean below >:3 (Ok so it wasn't as big as Shipou's gets but whatever) Then me and the random people left the battle thing and walked along the rope fence thingy, when coming out from under a random bridge thingy (more like random arc thingy) was the movie Edward Elric and the movie Alphonse Elric (=O) Anyway I think he busted up his automail (good thing he's on the other side of the gate so he can't feel the wrath of Winry and her wrench) cause he was limping and his right arm was limp (I think he lost his automail in general) and Alphonse was helping him walk.(Let me explain something for this next part, I've got a toy rubber lobster I bought in Maine and he randomly shows up here... except the size of a real lobster) So one of the random people throws MY lobster down into the shallow rocky water, and says “First one to get it wins.” I don't know why honestly... Anyway I think Ed (not me, I'm still referred to as either Amy or me XP) was drawing a transmutation circle with his left hand XP when I just jumped onto the rocks and got to the lobster, grabbed it, and started climbing back up when I tipped a huge rock and a REAL lobster was under it (cept it was green... O.o) I tried to ignore it and keep climbing but it hooked itself onto my elbow, and I still tried to ignore it but then it's claw fell off... so I'm like, ok just a claw is fine, so I shrug and keep going. But then! We all get tied up in ropes (around our waist) and the robes were attached to floating (BEWARE: Keep reading at your own risk because from here on it gets incredibly: random, queer, weird, bizzare, and insane) coffins with really weird looking corpses inside. (didn't see that one coming did ya!) Anyway they were chasing us and we kept running and we got to a weird graveyard circle with weird purple circle lights on the ground and it forced everyone into them, when we got through I looked around and saw the random people, Ed, and Al hanging on posts, dead (awww) so I got creeped out and ran along the path til I arrived at (guess where!guess where!guess where!guess where!guess where!) Hoggwarts! (didn't see that coming did you??) Anyway I decided I'd follow everyone in and just try and blend (besides the fact I wasn't wearing a robe) I did blend actually, strange enough. And so I ended up chatting with a Slytherin (now you know it's a dream, yuck, Slytherin) Well he was nice enough and I think he might be like 2nd year or something. So he's like “I wonder what the Slytherins are up to?” And I'm thinking 'Oh snap, does he think I'm a Slytherin??' So I almost followed in but then left. So I went in search for Dumbledor's office and somehow Harry started helping me (yeah Potter, and I don't know where he started helping me) and we got to the office and then... I woke up! And then I realized that “Hogwarts” was set up exactly like MY school XD (Yup, I didn't realize that unil I woke up.







Ok now for the first half- actually I'm not gonna say it cause it's so blurry in my mind XP







In other news, I finished my AP English homework the day it was due, I finished reading the book the day before, and finished up some of the papers for it the day it WAS due. The book was "Night" by Elie Wiesel. It was ok I guess, though I'm not much of a history kind of person. It's about the Jewish, the concentration camps, and World War II. Mostly about the concentration camps though cause Elie, the auther was there. It was sad and well written, but it's hard to really grab your interest if you're like me, focusing on the future and present more than history. Anyway so the poor 15 year old kid has his whole family killed and is left alone. I give it a 4/5 stars cause it's good but not too attention holding.












And in more special news, I finished another picture a couple weeks back. I named her KiKi and once again, it was done 100% on the computer, using the free program paint.NET which you can get at getpaint.net


I made her for a friend who wanted me to draw something without copying it from a book. No, I don't trace, I just do this thing where I trace with my eyes, and then I mimic the movements at the same time with my drawing hand :P Clever trick, no? Well I like "Kiki" more then "Loki" cause her hat looks a little better and it falls more realisticly. Also her pose is better :P But I didn't wanna bother with the hands this time so her pose is kinda uncomfortable, I tried, but her feet look kinda cat like cause of the toes ^-^' So maybe it is possible.. for her, you know. I like her hair too :D



Ok I've been thinking about it, and I think I need a desk in my room also. Like a slanted one, for me to do my drawing on. I can't keep drawing on the couch and floor all the time, I need a workspace. Cause I think if I remove my little cabinet, I can put my desk there, up against the corner and have shelves put up or something to put my art supplies, cause right now my art supplies live in my closet ^-^' But don't worry, they live on and under a nice shelf for now heheh.


Finally, a couple weeks ago I wrote a nice haiku while falling asleep. Here it is :P :


The rustling leaves


The calming lavender scent


A late summers night


Any good? By the way, the lavender wasn't from my window :P I have a lavender poupori (sp?)thingy in my pillow ;-)


Sorry this entry was so long!


-Amy-


PS I didn't wake up this late, I woke up at around 3:30pm but my internet has been messed up today so I had to draft it and when I got my internet back I had to go to the library to hand in my stuff for a library summer reading program. Then I had to read the manga I got from the other library xD


Listening to: American Boy by Estelle (feat. Kanye West)

Friday, August 1, 2008

Pandemic 2

I guess I had a certain dream last night cause of an awesome game, Pandemic 2. It was weird, but when I woke up I wanted to go back in it :(

Dream: Ok so I woke up in te dream, and my really good internet friend (some reason at my house, which wasn't even my house at all, maybe it was hers) told me I had been asleep for a long time (coma). I had gone onto the computer and it was like Vista, but newer, aim looked totally different too, and wondered how long I was in said coma. I asked my friend how long I was in a coma but no one gave me a straight answer. I also soon found out that my other really good internet friend... had died. Surely it couldn't have been of age, because my internet friend whom I was with, wasn't that old. And he had written a letter for me but it wasn't finished (sniff). I also found out my ex-bst friend had died of a brain sickness or something, and that was why she had acted different (i.e. didn't listen t me, abandon me, etc.). (haha). Everything was soo much different looking, and I figred out how to use aim and asked people how long I had been in a coma. Still no answer. Later in the dream, my internet friend (whom I was with) died, and for unknown reasons, I remember ugging my mom O.o Anyway, the dream ended about there.

So when I woke up, after I had told said dream to my brother who had been coming back upstair from gettig a drink, I pieced togethor that everyone had been dying of a sickness, and maybe the dream was supposd to be like the victims in Pandemic 2.

Now for the game: Pandemic 2

I would have embeded it but this game doesn't have that option.

I like virus and bacteria best and just so you know, Madagascar is incredibly hard to infect if you don't start on it because it only has a shipyard. If you start on Madagascar, you have to find out which places it trades with. You have to do that anyway actually, so watch the ships as you wait for your evolution points to rack up.

I was gonna do a mini guide when I posted the game, but my dad's laptop is uncomfortable and I wanna finish as soon as possible.

Where was I...

Oh well,
Laters!

-Amy